Somnio Eternus

HBP

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 10:40:11 GMT

I thought Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince was awesome, despite how some people said it was boring (and terribly lacked actions). Well, as mentioned many times before in my previous posts, I'd been waiting for the 6th movie ever since the 6th book came out. HBP, as many readers would have known, was about revelations. So many answers, but with them came more questions. Perhaps that is one of the reasons why some less than fanatics didn't like the movie much. Well, Harry Potter has always been more to drama. At least this one is. If you're looking for some action-packed movie, go for Transformers or whatnots (though I must add, the storyline for Transformers were kinda below than average, yknow? But that's just my opinion, of course!).

Anyways. Snape and Bellatrix were amazing. And bloody hell, Narcissa was one sexy pureblood! (Her hair was sooooo Malfoy/Black, it made me squeal!). Them, and I enjoyed every trio interactions in the movie. I just couldn't help but grin (and snort) at those precious Ron and Hermione moments.

Aaaaaannddd needless to say (which I'm saying anyway)..

Ohhhhhhhmagadddlookatmyhusbandisn'thethesexiestthingalive?

Tom Felton rocked as Draco Malfoy. He was top notch. I loved him! Both Tom and Draco. GAH. Oh, and Blaise Zabini was just like how I pictured him to be. How Annaliza and I have always pictured him to be. Jyeah, to say that we have the hots for Malfoys and Zabinis would be a massive understatement.

This version of Tom Riddle is quite the fine young man, don't you think?

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I'm Aamyra

Genting

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 17:56:10 GMT

I feel obliged to write about my sudden trip to Genting (Highlands). xD

Well, it was awesome. I can't believe I was actually there for a few days. I mean, I've been wanting to go there (minus adult supervision erm, with just friends) ever since Form 4. None of our "plans" happened, obviously. So this time around when what first felt like a saje saje, poyo poyo 'eh lets go to Genting' kinda convo weeeeeks ago actually worked all out of a sudden, it's like jeez, about time! 8D

The only annoying thing (besides hardly being able to get sleep, for me that is) was that we couldn't ride on the Flying Coaster. Stupid jealous maintainence. T__T Oh and just so you know I burnt down the stupid motherfucking Ribena Teacup spinning ride. I ACTUALLY PUKED after the damned shit. Wtf. Not cool.

Blah blah. Anyways, I had plenty of fun with everyone, especially Zuri, Hussain, Afiq, Irfan, Ikhlas, Hassan etc. I'll add 'em pictures later. Too lazy to upload now. Lol. Scratch that, I'm not just lazy, I'm absolutely exhausted. Every muscles in my body hurt! And I have sunburn! How is that possible? :/

p.s. Special thanks to Hussain because Mr. Louie says - STOP USING MY NAME! Hahahahaha.

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I'm Aamyra

Mistakes?

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 11:30:28 GMT

Sometimes, I really look at how things are around me. Or with myself. And what I find, I don't like at all. That, and I realize I've been making more mistakes than a normal person would recently.

I don't like this feeling. I should pull myself together again. I don't want to feel so heavy. It shouldn't feel this way. But that's wishful thinking. I have no control over what my heart wants to feel.

I have so many things in life. So many. They always make me happy.

Except when they're not. Making me happy, that is. Or rather, when I'm just not. Right now, I'm not. I hope everyone would leave me alone so I can sort this out. Dislike, annoyance, disgust and perhaps even hate are building more and more everyday inside me. These nasty feelings are angled and directed to many things. I can't exactly say what exactly. Myself, people, situations, etc. It's shitty, I've never been this much of a troublesome (hateful) person, yknow, despite the occasional hypocracy and lying fronts. Heh, I'm no saint.

I hope they will be understanding enough to let things go.. just this once. I know I've made some mistakes and I am sorry. They can bitchslap or kick me later, but please don't have a go at me now. I'm afraid I'd only lash out ugly words and things would go from bad to worse in a matter of seconds. I know I wouldn't mean any words of it, but that doesn't make things hurt any less. Right.

But I am, yknow, sorry.

If they could forgive and forget this time, only this time, I promise I'll try my best next time around. I can manage that, at least.

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I'm Aamyra

Yasmin Ahmad

Sat, 25 Jul 2009 17:38:03 GMT

Nobody tells a story like you did.

Thank you for Rabun, Sepet, Gubra, Mukhsin, Muallaf, and Talentime.

Thank you for your many touching ads.

It's such a regret that I never got the chance to meet you personally.

You've been, and always will be a great inspiration.

Every works that you've shared with us are not only appreciated, they are loved.

01/07/1958 - 25/07/2009

Thank you, and may you rest in peace,

Yasmin Ahmad.

Al-Fatihah.

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One More Week

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 17:41:17 GMT

Till Manchester United.

Till Harry Potter marathon and sleep over.

Till Hary Potter and The Half-Blood Prince.

Till Draco Malfoy.

One more week.

Damnit!

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I'm Aamyra

Hypocrite

Thu, 09 Jul 2009 18:56:15 GMT

How I was years ago, and how I am now. Sure, I've changed in many ways. Some are good. Some are, er, I'm not so proud of. No matter. Lol. But there's always been this part of me I hate that refuses to change. It's not something I can just give orders, sadly. It's so much more than that.

But jeeez man. I'm quite the liar, you know? If you don't know, I'm confessing. It. Now. And this hypocrite self, the part which has been in a constant denial (despite still trying) will continue on hurting (people).

Oh, but I do know. The consequences, I mean. So much for thinking ahead and avoid unnecessary pain na? So here I am.

Still at it.

So yes, point is, I'm a liar who hurts people. Don't tell me otherwise, because obviously none of you know me quite so well. Er, so don't flatter yourselves.

Buuuuut when o when will I ever learn? Haha.

Yeah. He's right.

Probably after the guilt has suffocated me. Shit, this is such a pain in the butt.

But he's right. He's always right. This time is no different.

I'm a bitch. -_-x

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I'm Aamyra

Zomgz

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 19:20:55 GMT

Maa, ma. My idiot's turning 18 tomorrow. Pre-legal lol!

Happy Birthday, love. God bless you and your kind heart.

x

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I'm Aamyra.

The Wait

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 22:05:06 GMT

IS KILLING ME.

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*____*

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FUCK. \ o /

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I'm Aamyra.

Tribute to Michael Jackson

Sat, 27 Jun 2009 23:01:21 GMT

"If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with."

- Michael Jackson (1958-2009)

King of Pop died. I couldn't believe it, I really couldn't. When I heard the news, I was utterly speechless and stunned before anything. I actually stared at the screen for awhile. It was only when I received several texts from a couple of friends informing me of the same shocking news that reality kicked in and gods, was I saddened by his death, or what? Just a few days ago I was listening to Billie Jean! And a week back I was watching the video of Shika dancing to Beat It when were were all in Form 5 last year. My sister actually told me she was reading a novel that mentioned MJ right before she fell asleep that night, only to wake up with the news. My condolences go out to his family, and especially to his three children. I have and always will believe he was innocent of the crimes he was accused of. Michael Jackson will definitely be missed. Rest in peace.

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I'm Aamyra

Furuba

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 21:10:28 GMT

It's too bittersweet.

What an amazing person, that Natsuki Takaya is, to have created such a world..

I could only wish to be part of.

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I'm Aamyra